I saw a picture of you today that you would never want to see or have anyone see, and all  could say was...."I'm sorry'', I'm so sorry for what you had to become in your sickness. It is something you would never want anyone to see, but your children saw you that way and didn't even realize the depravity of the moment. You are and were the most intelligent, powerful and strong man I have ever known, but these photos show a different moment. I'm sorry... I'm sorry ... I love you, I miss you.