I've met somebody new and it feels amazing. It almost feels like I've fallen in love for the very first time. But, and I hate that I have that but, however it is so scary to give my heart away. And to truly trust in someone. I have this innate feeling that I am going to be the one giving my all and I will end up being hurt again. Because I deserve it? Because life sucks? Or because nothing good can happen?

Wow!! OMG!! I think I have fallen in love?! This feels like the first time. I didn't think it was ever possible to feel this way. And I feel more than I ever have in a selfish, want everything way!!!