Dear God,

You're my only friend it's crazy how alone I feel with everybody around me. But I want to thank you for showing me your gift of knowing this is not everything. It's so crazy to be here I would say maybe I should leave but that sounds like I'm saying maybe I'll commit suicide; that's not what I mean. I just can't relate to anyone here, nobody leaves room for there to be other reasons for actions,  nobody leaves room for there be other explanations,  everyone thinks they have it all fucking figured out and they are so goddamn ignorant.